~ Farewell 2010 welcoming 2011 ~

2011 is cominggggg~!

this will be my last entry for this year..2010..

wahhh..cptkan msa blalu..

365 hari cam angin jak berlalu...

byk kenangan manis, pahit, sweet n sour, suam2 kuku yg jd spjg thn ne..

Alhamdulillah..dpt jua d tgani dgn bek..

hope this 2011 will bring more joyful, happiness n rezeki yg melimpah ruah..Amin..

tahun baru ertinya pn umur pn akan baru la kan...hahahha..

Syukran Jazillan..mc d lnjutkan usia oleh yg Maha Esa tuk merasai hidup..

kira kita ne mc urg2 yg Allah beri peluang tuk bertaubat dan beriman..

mudah2an thn ne kta akan lbh mendekatkan dri kita kpda Allah..

this 31st december 2010..

full of happiness..

mula2 p pamilan..

with family n mndi d sna n having fullblast fun..yihaaa~!

mmg best..hehehhe..

mlm..BBQ with family..

mcm2 d bakar..

n mcm2 jua d mkn..

cam rujak sdh dlm perut sa ne..

semuanya bcmpur aduk dan berpadu...

hehehhehe..

saja mau menikmati ari2 terakhir 2010..

yg kta xkan pernah jumpa lai smpai bila2..

tp akan d ingat dgn kngan yg xkan pnh luput..

2010 ne thn yg mcbr bg sa..

start dr kehidupan d perak yg smkin x ketentuan..

pastu berlanjutan bla dearest iki further study d bogor...

n start 2la byk conflict yg jd..

Alhamdulillah dpt dtgani n da sgup bsbr ngan karenah sa..

thanx syg..n sorry 4 everything..luv u so much~!

mdh2an thn 2011 ne mbwa sejuta hikmah dan nikmat d msa akan dtg..

yg akan mbwa sejuta kebaikan untuk kita semua..aminnn

tgis entry will be end here..

next entry tahun depan k..heheh..

happy new year to all my family, iki's family, dearest iki, fullblastlove girlfriends, invisible bff n all my friends...

chenta lebihhhhhhhhhhhhhh kamu semua...~!

thanx 4 all the memories..

<LotsOfLove>

~ Abandoned ~

been abandoned for whole day..i repeat " for whole day"..

not half day..

what a pathetic me~!

opppsss...enough..i'm not going to give sympathy to myself..

mc byk bnda lai yg sa len wat..

kalo da leh survive tnpa sa..npa pla sa x leh kan..

sbb sa perempuan..?

ohhh..give u a neumo neumo meumo neumo NO~!

life must go on..

susah ka..senang ka..pasti ada hikmah tersendiri..

insyAllah..Allah 2 lebih mengetahui segala2nya kan..

i'm not a weaker..i'm not a loser..

i'll show that i able to live my life very nicely..

no matter how hard it is..

lagi pun manada jua kan hidup yg sng..

i'm not going 2 mengemis2 lai minta simpati..

no more~!

cukup2 la sdh..

penat sdh sa rsa..

if u love me, accept who am i..

u can't remember what i told u either..

n it's show that u r don't deserve to tell people that u love me..

don't deserve tuk berbangga2..

i nvr ask u to understanding me fully..

but it's seems u don't understand me for 20% either..

aigooo..

u wanna space..?

i'll give u..i'll not wait 4 u to ask..

i will give u in totally~!

u can think whatever u want..

i don't care anymore..

u free to judge me..

it's doesn't matter..

itu hak anda..

anda penentunya..

<LotsOfLove>

~ Long Time ~

woww..it's been 2 weeks I didn't update my blog..didn't post any entry...

bknnya teda story..but quite lazy actly.. ngeee~! =)

2 weeks..cptnya berlalu..

a week left for honeymoon...aigooo *sigh*

 since me x update my blog..there's many things happen..

sadness, joyful, sorrowful, haengbok..telah d blender menjadi satu..

but still praise to Allah..

suma yg terjadi membuat sa lebih matured n  ready to face the world...

first, let's  talk about holiday..

ok..cti sem kali  ne i'm not going abroad like last year..

but..sa round ne 1 sabah..

wah..bila lai kan..sdh p pat org tp pat sndri lum abis d explore..heheh..

spent my holiday at tawau..

fun..n it's a neomu neomu neumo long journey...

rasa mau crammed my butt ddk dlm keta..

but it's still make me smile.. =)

2nd, about my fullblastlove girlfriends..

spent tym with them is the most best moment..

with them..my problem n stress seems d bius n d tendang jauh2..

smpai xtau cri jln pulang...heheh..

thx 4 comforted me girls..

me neomu neomu neumo neumo neumo chu ah.. =D

honey sweet, kfc,cafe de liffey, perkasa.. i'll never forget it..~! 

most precious..<3

3rd, love n relationship...

try tuk jalani dgn bek..

even sumtyms its not being so good..

mcm2 sdh yg jd..

but have to fight n face wit it..

it's seems my tears n heartache become the main role in this relationship..

not the smile either..

skg cuma leh bdoa, usaha n tawakal jak n hope everything will be fine..

n this hard tym will past as faster as it can..Amin..

4th, korean dramas~! ngeee..

ok..dlm msa 2 mggu  sa x update dlm blog..

sa jua layan ceta korea..heheh

as usual la kan..

ada 2 ceta yg sa sdh khatam dgn jayanya...msti mau bbgga ne..hahaha

tp mc sa x leh lwn my fullblastlove gf c ely la..

da sggup bgadang tuk tguk ceta korea..

determination sa lum stggi 2..heheh..

mc sifu sa lai 2 da..

playfull kiss n my girlfriend is gumiho..

best..n berjaya wat sa berangan2..

but i'm not wish to have bf as cool kim hyun joong dlm playfull kiss..

kin grigitan jua kalo tul2..heheh..

dlm ceta mmg la npk best kan..

tp kalo handsome cmtu sa mau la..hahaha

i wish to have bf like lee seung gi cm dlm ceta MGIG..

his smile..auww..leh wat sa cair n terbang d awang2an.. *senyum2*

n still have beberapa ceta korea yg mnta sa khatam kan..

be patient baby..i will...don't worry..heheh..

juz wait 4 ur tym..ngeee..

me in my comfort zone now..

me neumo neumo chu ah.. =)

hope will be lasting..Amin..

<LotsOfLove>

~ Tears ~

when I let u go one footstep further..

my eyes fill with tears..

when u walk away one footstep further..

more of my tears fall..

even if I reach out my hand..

to a place where I cant't reach u..

as u go..I can't catch u...

i can only cry..

what should I do..?

you are leaving...

I love u.. I love u..

I cry out to u...

but u can't hear me..

because I'm only shouting with my heart..

all day long I try to erase u..

but u arise in my thoughts again..

all day long I try to say goodbye to u..

but u arise in my thoughts again..

even if I reach out my hand..

to a place where I can't hold u..

although you've gone..

I can't find u..

I can only cry..

what should I do..?

I can only see u..

what should I do..?

leaving me behind, you go..

I'm sorry..

can u hear me..?

please return to me

if it isn't u, I can't go on..

<LotsofLove>

~ Outing ~

juz homieee..from outing wit my gf..shakira..

walaupn cma ngan da..i'm damn happy..

tenkiu kyra..

tp sa mc rindu mau outing dgn yg len..

ntah bla la dpt..

next month sdh blik p perak..

xtau sempat atau x..

mudah2an sempat..

mlm ne juz stay d honey sweet..

makan2 n ceta2..

heheh..lama sdh x ceta2 gtu..

kalo ada yg 3org 2 lai msti happening..

miz u all gfs...

huhuu..

outing kali ne leh ckp sesi curhat la..

byk yg terpandam dlm hati dpt diluahkan..

stlh berbulan2 terkmpul..

hehehe..

bru rsa  ringan ckit bla dpt curhat..

thanx 4 lent me ur ears kyra syg..

luv u~!

tp td sebelum blik tjumpa pla c moddy..

sumpah~!

saya x knl da..

npk berisi ckit..

tp muka mc maintain la..

nsb da tegur..

kalo x mmg kna limpas jak 2..

heheh..

terlepas jua rindu mau jmpa my bestgirlfriend..

luv her so much..~!

<LotsofLove>

~ SouLmaTe ~

hurrmm, baru jak abis tguk ceta ne td..

title Soulmate..casted by Rain (Shin Dong Wook) and Shin Min-a (Lee So Gyeoung)..

ceta ne pasal playboy yg x pernah langsung percaya dgn fate n sarang..

sampai la c Dong Wook ne tjumpa dgn So Gyeoung..

tym dgn So Gyeong ne da prasan yg da leh bca fkiran this girl..

ok la ceta da..

not too heavy..

love story yg kira jln ceta da sgt simple..

but, i'm not going to story abt this drama actually..

tym tguk ceta ne bru sa tfkir..

soulmate do really exist..?

cmna kita mau tau yg org 2 soulmate kita..?

kita jarang gna perkataan..

we always heard that people talk about life partner..

not soulmate..

what the differences?

is life partner and soulmate have same meaning..?

same person..?

same feeling...?

or, can these both things be different person..? and different feeling..?

saya sendiri xtau..

teman sejiwa..

adakah bermaksud punya citarasa yg sma..?

kesukaan yg sma..?

and they can read each other's feeling very well..?

berbeza dgn teman hidup..

yg kdg kala punya kesukaan yg sgt berbeza..

citarasa yg berbeza..

dan kdg kala bergaduh sbb x dpt memahami antara satu sma lain dgn baik..

cmna kalo teman sejiwa dan teman hidup adalah org yg berlainan..?

can it make our life complicated or more easier..?

saya pn xtau..

sbb saya sndri x dpt bezakan antara soulmate n life partner..

cuma, kita perlu bsyukur dgn apa yg kita ada skg..

mungkin yg bersama kita skg bkn soulmate kita..tp life partner..

atau pn mungkin leh jd kedua-duanya..

sepa tau kan..

kita cuma mampu berdoa dan berharap yg org yg kita pilih adalah yg terbaik..

insyAllah.. :)

<LotsofLove>

~ Life ~

life is too short..

grudges are a waste of perfect happiness..

laugh when u can..

apologize when u should..

and let go what u can't change..

love deeply and forgive quickly..

take chances, give everything..

and have no regret..

life is too short to be unhappy n stress..

u have to take the good with the bad..

smile when you're sad..

love what u got..

and always remember what u had..

always forgive but never forget..

learn from your mistakes..

but never regret..

people change and things go wrong..

but always remember..

life goes on...

life is about laughing and living in good and bad tyms..

getting thru whatever comes to our ways..

looking back but never return..

with ur smile, just go thru the ways..

life is not about finding ourselves..

but it's about creating ourselves...

create ourselves to become strong to face the world..

and become more ambitious in achieving success..

in this world and the afterworld..

life is too short to wake up in early the morning with regrets..

so luv the people who treat u right..

and forget about the ones who don't..

believes that everything happens for a reason..

<LotsofLove>

~ Relationship ~

boys and girls..

hukum alam yg telah di tetapkan dr sejak azali lai..

dari sejak zaman Nabi Adam AS dan isterinya Siti Hawa..

seorang lelaki dan seorang perempuan itu telah d ciptakan oleh Allah SWT bersertakan dgn satu perasaan..

yang lahir dr hati..

perasaan sayang dan cinta terhadap seseorang yg asing dr hidup kita..

Allah SWT itu sendiri telah menciptakan wanita dgn menggunakan tulang rusuk lelaki..

yang dekat dgn hati utk di cintai dan disayangi..

dekat dgn tangan untuk d lindungi..

seorang perempuan itu bkn dciptakan dr kepala yg bertujuan untuk d agung2kan..

dan bkn jua d ciptakan dr kaki untuk di jdkan alas..

juga sdh menjadi hukum alam..

setiap perhubungan pasti ada pasang dan surutnya..

x kira la yg kahwin ka, tunang ka even yg couple pn..

kdg2 yg couple ne lai hebat gaduhnya.. :)

besa la 2kan..masing2 pn have own opinion..

but, sejauh mna pn hubungan 2..kalo mc namanya bru cintan-cintun..

berpada2 la kan..

fikir mana yg bek dan yg buruk..

parents sdh bg permission pn it's consider great sdh..

so, kna la pndai jga dri..

bkn yg perempuan jak..

tp yg lelaki pn sma jua..

yalah, kalo x angin xkan pokok bergoyang kan.. (phm2 la arr) :)

cuma mau ctau jak la..

kdg2 bila pergaduhan jd between the boy n girl..

boy will said puncanya dr perempuan..

okai..fine..

let me tell u something boys...

girls like to be care, love n get attention from their loved one..

enough just ask us "sdh mkn?"..

wowww, i tell u, girls will smile seems dorang dpt loteri..

i bet u if u don't believe it..

senang jak kan actually..

try to spend ur tym juz about 10minutes on phone..

it is enough to make their heart berbunga2..

if u luv her so much..

x perlu la bkira kan kalo skdr kredit kurang tuk call just about 10minutes..

rsanya kalo digi ke digi berapa sen la sgt jua 2 kan.. :)

x ruginya sekali skala wat that girl happy kan..

kalo happy sma2 jua..

xkan ada masalah n keributan..

the most fragile part in women is their heart..

once u broke it up, consider lelaki terpaksa tanggung akibatnya..

biasanya, perempuan senang memaafkan setiap kesalahan yg lelaki pernah wat dgn dorang..

tp tuk lupakan mmg susah..

kdg2 ada yg akan ingat smpai bila2..

Allah SWT menganugerahkan sesuatu kepada perempuan yg tidak ada pd lelaki..

hati nurani yg sgt lembut..

senang memaafkan, senang menerima tp senang jua untuk terasa sakit..

jd kalo lelaki 2 janganlah anggap itu sbgai satu senjata tuk perempuan menundukkan lelaki..

sebab itu yg telah d anugerahkan..

lelaki akan membenci apabila terasa sakit, tp perempuan pula akan rasa bertambah sayang bila terasa sakit..

Allah menciptakan Hawa dr rusuk kiri Adam semasa Adam tidur..

sekiranya Hawa diciptakan semasa Adam terjaga..maka Adam akan membenci Hawa..

tp berbeza dgn Hawa yg mna melahirkan anak Adam dalam keadaan terjaga..

tp kasih sayangnya semakin hari semakin bertambah..

itulah seorang perempuan..

dalam perhubungan..perempuan cuma minta untuk di hargai..

sekiranya dia baru belajar masak..jganlah di kutuk masakan itu sekiranya x sedap..

sekurang2nya pandanglah pada usahanya dlm menyiapkan masakan tersebut..

lelaki dan perempuan haruslah belajar saling menghargai..

insyAllah..sebuah hubungan itu akan berjalan dgn baik..

<LotsofLove>

~ What should I do? ~

just a wonderful song n lyrics..
Ost tuk ceta You're Beautiful casting by Jang Geun Suk (Hwang Tae Kyung) n Park Shin Hye (Go Mi Nam)..
setiap bait lirik dalam lagu ne sgt dlm..
saya faham pn sbb gna translation dlm Google..
ok la kan..at least ada usaha tuk phm pa yg dorang ne mau sampaikan..ngee~

lagu what should i do? ne tentang seseorang yg kehilangan org yg sgt di cintai..
dan from this song..he try to get back that girl..
he cannot forget the girl either walaupun he already tried..
dan bila he realize, that girl are already leaving..
and that tym baru that guy mau ctau yg he luv that girl..
pada masa 2 that guy xtau lai pa yg patut d wat..
that why the title is what should i do?


bkn jak lagu..tp suara Jang Geun Suk pn mmg sedap..
mmg kira his voice sesuai tuk bwa lagu2 ballad cmne..
10 thumb ups for him~! :)

wat masa sekarang saya sgt addicted with this song..
rasa cm tenang bila dgr lagu ne..
lebih slow n mendalam..
xla rasa serabut sgt bila dgr..kan~!

sepa2 yg lum pernah dgr 2 try2 la dgr k..
mna la tau kan ngam ngan jiwa kamu.. :)
leh jua kita share..
sharing is caring babe..~!

<LotsofLove>

~ Friendship ~

kawan, sahabat, teman, friend, peng you and cinggue..

different spell but it's still mention about one meaning..

tapi dunia sekarang ramai yg tidak faham erti sebenar perkataan itu..

malah ada yg faham cuma pada masa2 tertentu..

kawan is not only about u know each other..

but it's about we care antara satu sama lain..

even kita cuma tunjukkan thru words or perbuatan..

try to hug me or hold my arms when i'm crying..

or please lend me ur ears..

i'll be okay selepas itu..

I promise..

not thru ur money or wealthy....

the real friends akan dapat kita rasa sentiasa bersama kita even we are apart by distance..

but nowadays, there some people just only appreciate their friends in certain tym..

how could dorang leh wat gtu...?

they seems not know each other..

hold my words cinggues

:: without humor, life sucks ::

:: without courage, life is hard ::

:: without love, life is hopeless ::

:: without friends, life is impossible ::

trust me..

to all my cinggues, thank you so much 4 being here with me.. :)

whether the distance apart us..

but it will never spoil our friendship..

chenta lebih kamu semua~!

<LotsofLove>

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