~ Runaway ~

I wish I can run as fast as I can..

as far as I can..

to place there's no one know me..

there's no one can find me...

till there's no one know where am I..

I wish I can..

there's so many pain here..

too many people know me and can hurting me every time they want...

at anywhere they want..

whether they are my love one or the strangers..

wish to runaway from all of this..

it's not mean that I'm a coward..

that's is not a mean that I'm not strong enough..

and it is also not because I'm giving up all of this..

giving up with the world's game..

giving up with everyone who always stand beside me..

and it is not about I'm giving up with myself...

wish to runaway as far as I can..

as fast as I can..

it's about I'm looking for my bright day..

looking for the sunshine which can shining my life..

looking for something that can make my smile return back to me..

looking for something that can sweep my tears and make sure it not coming back..

and looking for my laughing which keep silent for a very long time..

that's the reasons I wish I can runaway..

but it's only happen in my wish..

I can't runaway..

it's because of the responsibility..

the love that I get from everyone beside me..

because of the hope that they put on my shoulder..

and because of I'm the one of the problem..

it's all about ME..

no matter how fast and far I  going to run..

since it's all about me..

I never can let it be..

following me like a shadow..

looking at me like the air..

it will always inside me..

because I'm part of it..

and will forever be with me..

<LotsOfLove>

~ Twenty-Two ~

I'm twenty-two now...~! ngee~

sgt x sdr ok now sa 22thn sdh..

cptnya msa blalu..

leh kwin sdh ne kan..hahahhaha..

i'm doing great on my day..

and all the wishes from my souLfamily, soulLove, fullblastlove angles n loveFriends really2 make my day...

all the wishes had bright my life on my day..

really appreciate it..

thank you so much guys...

me neumo neumo neumo neumo neumo chu ah.. :)

hnya Allah yg akn mbls kebaikan kalian semua..Aminn..

now, for real I'm a lady..officially..

actly dr last year lai..hahhaa

but bru skg sa mau iktiraf 2 semua.. ngeee~

on my 22 years old..i wish to do every job in great way..

wanna to make my life more colorful

full of joyful, happiness, smile n laugh..

far from sorrowful, sadness, depress n tears..

it's hard..but i'll try my best to make it..

nothing impossible right..

dimna ada jln..d ctu ada highway~!

paling SEMANGAT sdh ne..hahahah..

for sure, in my 22 yeras old..

i wanna to be a very good daughter to my parents..

good sister to my siblings..

good aunt to my nephews..

a good friend to all my angles n friends..

a good student in UiTM

and a very good lover to my love one.. insyAllah..

thank you all..

<LotsOfLove> 

~ Good Bye ~

my 1st entry for year 2011..

would be sad entry.. =(

tonite will be my last nite at my hometown..

sabah, land beneath the wind...

tomorrow i'll be back to perak..

to further my study...

sdh tgjwb kan..kna la pikul dgn sebaik mungkin..

lai pn bkn tuk msa dpn urg len..msa dpn sndri jua..

jd kna la bersusah2 dahulu bsenang2 kemudian bilang org2 tua kan..hehehe

today, i got birthday present from my mum n sista..

a mp3~!

yg mnta dri dlu lai sa minta2..

hehehehe..

akhirnya dpt jua..thx to both of them..

luv both of u so much~!

ne ari pn sa berabis shopping..

beli beg n purse..

cm dtg semangat sa tuk menghabiskan duit..

nti d perak diam2 la sa ne cuz x duit..hahahah

tp duli la..tym sa d perak pn bkn sa bli brg sgt..

sdr x sdr..sa masuk part 4 sdh d uitm..

seniorita sdh ba ne...

heheheh..

mdh2an x halangan smpai la sa abs stdy d sna..insyallah..

plz pray 4 me guys..~!

for my hometown..i'll see u again after 4 months..

wait for me arr..

i'll be back~!

ngeee..~

<LotsOfLove>